One of my stories from last year

My story chapter 1!

There it stood the answer right in front of me, but I still couldn't figure it out.
Everyone said that she had a crush on me but I still didn't believe it. There I was again sitting with all of my pals in science and her eyes steadily glued on me.
What was it about me that made her stare at me all the time. My thoughts erupted in my head like an active volcano.I came up with every reason possible to the answer why she was staring at me.Was my acne flaring up but she was the only one who noticed it,
was there a giant roach on my head and she was grossed out about it and couldn't stop staring. I came up with every reason possible to the answer why she was staring at me. Finally tension broke at last as then teacher dismissed class.

"Dude did you see that girl she is totally checking you out", exaggerated Austin with his regular stupid remarks.
"yeah right", I blankly replied not really knowing if he was right or not.

"But dude don't you think its a little weird how she stares at you?" asked Bryan.

"I know its freaky and she does it like, every class."

" It's like if looks could kill she totally murdered you"commented Nathan.

Silence . . . that was it I didn't say anything didn't think anything and for a second I could have sworn I stopped breathing.

"She murdered me . . . she murdered me . . . she murdered me" the
words repeated over and over in my mind.
I heard it, smelt it, tasted it, felt it, saw it the whole murder through my classes on the bus and at home. She was haunting me. I thought of horrific things like how would she kill me knife ,gun, or

other. . . I frantically repeated "she's just a girl not a mass serial killer" My mind was racing as I was fretting about her. My hands felt like wet paper towels and it felt as if drums were booming in my head creating a terrible head ache.I kept trying to tell my self that she's harmless but that didn't work because later on that night I cried.

The next day I tried to totally get rid of her. Out of my mind , out of my sight, out of my life. It was totally going fine no one noticed that I was silently freaking out. By lunch ,amazingly, I had forgotten completely about her and my mind was circled around food.
Like butter in a sauce pan I slid onto a seat. And melted into the surroundings . Austin and Bryan were deeply in conversation about who should have won the foot ball game last night. Nathan sat there silent as usual spaced out every so often putting a fry in his mouth and chewing. Then he paused for about a minute and eat another fry. The was the status-quo for my life. Realizing now this is how things have always been. That is was how I like it perfectly and normally normal.

I loved it. But havoc broke out once she started towards my table.